hey y'all, im alive! (hey 7 "fans"), I was gone for a long time due to issues in my private life, but I will try to come back! These last 2 years have been very very difficult for me and it is still difficult today. I have a lot of things on my mind right now and I don't feel comfortable with how I am living or the routes I have taken but this is how life works anyway lmao, I hope everything improves in the future. For the time I wasn't here I had a bf! But last October or September (I don't remember) we separated due to issues from distance and communication. And because of something stupid I did, we ended up VERY badly but it doesn't matter, I still don't wish him harm even though he did a lot of very fuck up things. The good side of the breakup is that I was free to have friends and not be focused on them all the time! I'm currently seeing someone but I'm afraid of being his partner currently I can consider that he is the most wonderful person I have at the time and I love him a lot but I'm afraid of losing him lol (i want them to be my parther but im a pussy and bc im like MEEEHHH i dont in the mood to have something serious at the time, but if they fine someone else i I wouldn't mind, we can still be friends I don't want them to wait a long time for me to be ready to want something srs) but I hope everything is fine idk , and btw now I'm TRANS! wujuuu (fem) the bad side that no one in my family knows and I dont look at myself as feminine because it is impossible for me :( the good thing is that I am 18 and if I get money I can do HRT secretly uwu, that's all for now, I will keep you all updated with what happens in my life, I love everyone who is here. <3